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Thank you to practically everyone in my life you has sent me fucking insane from the amount of stress they have placed on my shoulders. Thank you mum and dad for constantly putting me down then questioning why I am the way I am and for having unrealistic expectations for me. Thank you to everyone who decides I am the perfect person to just dump all their problems on but then are never there when I need someone to listen. Thank you to everyone who has ever bullied me, are you happy now? Not only am I mentally fucked but now I am psychically sick and broken. Are you proud now? There is only a small number of people who have supported me through everything and I owe my life to them for all the shit they have dealt with. Are you happy? I’m struggling to eat normally, my hips are covered in cuts, I can barely sleep, I can’t talk to anyone anymore, I’m having breakdowns that last hours and hours and so much more. I’ve spent 4 hours+ cleaning my room tonight to distract me from everything while I had a mental breakdown. Are you all proud of the teenage girl I have become? I’m done, I’m over living like this. Everyone expects the world from me. I’m trying my best but that apparently isn’t good enough. I’m over it.

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eats when im sad, sad when i eat

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Anonymous: 8. do you think girls getting wasted is disgusting? 

It is disgusting when they get wasted and become extremely slutty and shit.

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Finally beginning to lose some weight. All it took was to cut down on everything I was eating. Yay.

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Anonymous hour. Nothing will be unanswered, ignored or deleted.

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MAKE ME ADMIT STUFF

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
2. You talked to an ex today, correct?
3. Have you taken someones virginity?
4. Is trust a big issue for you?
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?
6. What are you excited for?
7. What happened tonight?
8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?
9. Is confidence cute?
10. What is the last beverage you had?
11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?
14. What are you going to spend money on next?
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?
16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
18. The last time you felt broken?
19. Have you had sex today?
20. Are you starting to realize anything?
21. Are you in a good mood?
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?
24. What do you want right this second?
25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?
31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?
33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?
34. Listening to?
35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?
37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
38. Who did you last call?
39. Who was the last person you danced with?
40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?
42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
44. Do you tan in the nude?
45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
47. Who was the last person to call you?
48. Do you sing in the shower?
49. Do you dance in the car?
50. Ever used a bow and arrow?
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
53. Is Christmas stressful?
54. Ever eat a pierogi?
55. Favorite type of fruit pie?
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
57. Do you believe in ghosts?
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
59. Take a vitamin daily?
60. Wear slippers?
61. Wear a bath robe?
62. What do you wear to bed?
63. First concert?
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
65. Nike or Adidas?
66. Cheetos Or Fritos?
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?
69. Ever take dance lessons?
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
71. Can you curl your tongue?
72. Ever won a spelling bee?
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
74. What is your favorite book?
75. Do you study better with or without music?
76. Regularly burn incense?
77. Ever been in love?
78. Who would you like to see in concert?
79. What was the last concert you saw?
80. Hot tea or cold tea?
81. Tea or coffee?
82. Favorite type of cookie?
83. Can you swim well?
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
85. Are you patient?
86. DJ or band, at a wedding?
87. Ever won a contest?
88. Ever have plastic surgery?
89. Which are better black or green olives?
90. Opinions on sex before marriage?
91. Best room for a fireplace?
92. Do you want to get married?

4 hours ago with 1,483,602 notes

When your mum nearly walks in on you while you have a blade in you hand. Heart attack moment :(

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I even miss the bad parts

22 hours ago with 1,168 notes
Always go after her. No matter how mad she seems. She loves you more than words can tell.

22 hours ago with 14,102 notes

saltedick:

getting called ugly by ugly people is so surreal 

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